I had lived through it, and talked about it with people, but I hadn't written it down and something kept telling me, "Write it down or you'll forget something." So I did. I typed for four pages--single space--and I cried some. But it was done. Then I printed it out and I folded it up and put it in an envelope.
I told my dad that I did this.
"What are you going to do with it?" he asked.
"I put it in my 'Mom's funeral bag'," I replied. That is a bag I received with some goodies in it from a friend and I put all the cards and notes and letters I got from people about my mom in it and then I put in the pictures that I printed out from the funeral, and now it holds the story of the last week.
Oh, and a letter I wrote to Stephenie Meyer, the author of the Twilight books. You see, she helped my mom, too, only she didn't know it and I thought she should.
So I wrote to her, too, and printed a copy to mail and a copy for me. To put in the bag.
So I will always remember.
1 comment:
Beautiful Kris. I would love to read it too but only if you want to share. I have so many regrets about those last weeks.The pain and the hurt and then not getting to be with her. I am so glad you were there for her and able to help her to see.
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